boy..... today was pretty disgusting. i mean there was NOTHING good ab it. but last nite was so playa. i mean i was just watchin tv but still. it was fizzo. i mean this heffa was kissing him at the end (death to her) but he was beautiful and that was the point. i taped it and watched it when i got home to cheer myself up. oh and my background for my comp.... lol well just wait tilll u c it....

bio is really stompin a mudhole into me.....

ok so this is weird. me and mom had like a "moment" today. she asked me what i was watchin when i was lookin at the tape from last nite and when i told her i was like "omg her comes a lecture ab how i'll neva meet him etc" but she was all like "lemme c him. he aint cute. when i was little i had a crush on michael. i would run to the tv whenever he was on" WHAT THA??????? MY MOM??? i mean this is good for us. UNLIKE CARLA (yeah i sed it) she actually understands. carla was like "thats unhealthy" and im thinkin "sed the gurl who made collages of tyson beckford every other day" the only reason she aint doin it no more is bc he dont like black gurls. (i mean who dont like black gurls? we are IT) thats anuther thing.... the gurl fizzo was mackin was white. im sry, but now we really kno it was just a tv show. member when b2k used to be on 106th and park all the time? he was the only one who named black women when asked who he had a crush on. and i was excited bc it was dark skinned gurls wit meat!!! (yea thick gurlz!!!! ) lol.....

aight yall i gotsa go do some hw.....

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well well well school is back in....i am so upset. STILL DIDNT GO TO ASTRO-FRICKIN-WORLD!!!! yeah so heres my schedule (to be pronounced "shej wall") bu anyway:

1- home ec (excuse me personal and family development) - edwards

2- spanish 4 AP - garcia

3- pre cal PAP- phillips

4- hip hop

5- US hist AP- good

6- bio 2 AP - loonam

7- english 3 IB- seward

omg i am very excited bc i have the easy teachers (except for phillips) i wish i had ms ryman tho. man me and sara were workin on the dance friday and i got real excited. she had some cute ideas but i hope some of the dances r tighter than that. i mean we stay in the same spot/formation it looks like. but hey, its early.

i really wanna b in competition bc i think it looks tight....

oh hey! i got a lotta new stuff (still workin on that iPOD tho) im really happy ab it. and the makeover turned out pretty good. just wish they wouldnt have cut a lot of it. i look like i walk funny tho. but i made some new friends! mike is such a sweetie. so r his sisters and his mommy. that haircut turned mike into a hottie. think ima hafta get dem digits (lol j/k)....

okie dokie thats ab it.

cya when i cya, peace

p.s. pray for saron's mommy and amirah

OMG OMARION TENDS TO LOOK  LIKE MY BROTHER!!!! OH GOD TAKE ME NOW!!!! lol so im watchin the badaboom video and it dawned on me and im like...."this is just horrible" fantasy is officially ruined. but i still wanna go to the scream 4 tour when it comes close to here...

hey i was thinkin ab the funny times wehad last yr and ima give yall a summary...

christine: girls only wear short skirts to get attention/steph: said the girl wearing reindeer ears

holly:if i wear that ill look a bit obese/ricky: yeah u would look like a big ole beast/kateri: um i dont think she said that

me:ur boobs are as big as her house

courtney: he wants to get in yo drawers...

me:i dunno wear green yellow and red/steph: why so i can look like a stoplight?

holly: wow that was really good, yall were really entertaining. um, ur head is really large

reggie:what are yall talkin ab?/sean: tampons

me:thats it... when i make officer we're only dancin to kirk franklin music

meagan: push it isnt a sexual song. i heard it on ksbj this morning

LMAO. ok thats all i can think of tonight but ill update if i think of more. okie dokie ima go fantasize ab lil fizz now. (hes only 3 yrs older than me thank God) plus i might meet him someday since im goin to UCLA for college now. yeah the rice idea wouldnt work out i dont think. its WAY too... well ya know

holla.....

back again. ho hum premium trial is over. o well....

so y didnt ppl tell me what i was missin out on? i mean i was never into the whole B2K thing but fizz is hot as u know what. i mean i heard fizzo got flow when ricky's grp danced to it but i didnt connect it as lil fizz from b2k. ok so u know i gotta put his pic on here. its an old one but its still VERY cute. yeah and ive been readin up on him and he's like the most adorable thing ever. his whole like picnic in the park date where he bought the girl matching outfits. omg y havent i met him and y is there no one at bellaire even hardly this nice? ok i love my bellaire guys but when it comes to dates theres slim pickins. yeh so theres an update on my guys. something tells me he would be so tight to just b friends with too. i dunno. omarion is still cute but i think i like fizz's personality more. (thats the reason ive watched You Got Served like 80 million times this summer already.  )

ok so I HAVE YET TO GO TO ASTROWORLD!!! PLEASE HELP!! CALL I MEAN I KNOW 4 PPL WHO LIVE ACROSS THE FREAKIN STREET FROM IT!!! sry guys i hadta vent. ahhh exhale....lol

ok im done. my life is boring other than the inside jokes i have with ppl. haha i love sandra. she happens to be the greatest EVER. our wedding fantasies are the funniest....

peace

ok so y is he so beautiful. lol carla was like "aw man ima go to jail over this little boy". hahaha o well w/e im done. i just wanted to express the love since i found a cute pic. do u know i will marry him? *sigh*  ah well thats its for my fantasy. oh but dont worry michael is still my favorite male singer and ima b meeting him soon i swear

for all of u immature ppl... im not in love with michael i just think hes a very nice person and i would love to meet him. so stop freakin out i mean he could b my daddy. seriously hes like a month younger than my real daddy. (yes i know his birthday)

SECRET HOT GIRLS MEETING AT 5!!! lol (order bitches)

i watched clueless last night on usa so....

i am so audi